Confessions of a Busy Soul

Happy Friday once again! Hope all of you are doing well. I have a feeling this post is going to be a short one because it’s Thursday at 2:00pm and I’m just sitting down to write this and my son will probably wake up soon. I am under the gun big time! I have a huge lists of things to do and feeling like time just slips right through my fingers. My list keep growing because- well that’s where the karma comes in. The past few weeks have been rough and I have been feeling so negative. There have been obstacles I have been fighting, parking issues at work, conflicting feelings within myself, anger being one. Our car broke down a few weeks ago and we spent a bunch of money getting that fixed only for our washing machine to crap out this week. Now I have huge piles of laundry I need to cart else where to wash there. I have a child; I have a lot of laundry and I’m short on time.

I have always been a believer of you get back what you put out in the world, so I am taking full responsibility for putting out anger and frustration. The world has presented situations to test my character and I am up to the challenge. I am done being mad and sad, so I figured the only what to stop bad things coming my way is to put out positivity. I am going to be doing random acts of kindness over the next while. I might even try to stop yelling and fingering people when I am stuck in rush hour traffic and they can’t drive worth shit. I will smile and say it’s okay that life has thrown my family some curve balls because it is just money. It isn’t important. We have our health and our happiness and that is enough. I have the support of my family and friends who I don’t tell enough that each of you are always in my thoughts. Every single day I am grateful to have the best friends and the best families, most people aren’t as lucky as I am. I am surrounded by so many people who would drop everything and give anything if I asked and even if I didn’t. I have the most precious perfect son who melts my heart just by one smile. The world can burn down around me and I wouldn’t care as long as I could hold him in my arms and listen to his laughter. I have the most supportive, loving husband and I often sit and wonder what I did so right in my life to deserve someone so wonderful. I am sorry I don’t tell him that enough.

So I take these rough couples weeks as the world reminding me, I have so much greatness in my life and I haven’t been working hard enough to return the goodness out in the world. I will do better. I will spend less time complaining about the bad things and more time being thankful for all the good. Like you… thank you, yes you for reading my words. Your support means everything to me. I am honoured that with the infinite amount of blogs, websites, social media apps, you choose to come back every week and see what I have to say. I wish you all good karma in your lives. TGIF! With that I must go, my son is calling me. I guess this post wasn’t so short after all. 🙂

Off to find a working washing machine… um… yay?! See I’m being all positive already…

Have a happy, safe weekend filled with laughter and love.

❤ Melissa